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Oct. 24th, 2009 | 03:21 pm

i've been busy. working is taking up most of my time anymore and when i'm not working i'm busy or i can't sleep.

oh i got a new puppy this week. her name is Vie and she's another frenchie. she's brindle and white and SOOOO cute. she's asleep on my lap right now.

oh also donner and i made accounts on plentyoffish and so far its been really fun. i've been talking to some interesting guys =)

now i'm getting ready to watch the alabama UT game.. and eat some bbq and thats about it! =)

life is going.. okay.

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dn dn dn.. another one bites the dust..

Sep. 24th, 2009 | 10:26 pm
mood: tiredtired

another day that is.

worked 8-5.. not a bad day.. got peed on by a dog and had to wear coveralls and a spare scrub top while i washed my clothes.. lol

after work went to donnas.. hung out and cleaned. its nice to be able to go somewhere and be with people that you can have fun doing whatever, even if its shampooing carpets! =)

now to bed i guess..
another long work day tomorrow.

but excited that i only have to work tomorrow and saturday then i'm leaving early sunday morning to go to alabama to see dad, carolyn and georgia and the great danes..


damn i have SOO much to do in the next two days!

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Sep. 23rd, 2009 | 10:43 pm

work was pretty good today.. after everyone left we sat there and talked for a good 45 minutes.. just me, marie, jess, and tim and that was pretty fun too.

just got out of the hot tub..
once again that was pretty fun.. i had a friend (who will remain unidentified) over and we had a good time.. i hadn't seen him in a while so it was nice to catch up ;)


ps. it makes me want a relationship and someone just to hold me.. =(

now off to bed because once again i must get up early to work tomorrow!
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12 hour work day = tired kelsey

Sep. 22nd, 2009 | 08:49 pm
mood: exhaustedexhausted

i'm so tired of bein alone.. i'm so tired i'm on my own.. won't you help me girl.. as soon as you cannnnnnn

even al green isn't making me feel any better tonight ::shrugs::

ahh c'est la vie.. i suppose

worked alll day today
will work alll day tomorrow

and my hip won't quit KILLING me =\ grrr

life. sheesh.
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blah on rainy sundays

Sep. 20th, 2009 | 06:47 pm
mood: aggravatedaggravated

i feel like crap today.
it didn't even start til i got home from working the kennel this morning. well technically it started on my way home from work.
blahhhhh

and then when i went back to do my afternoon rounds, the same cat that poooped on me yesterday, stuck her claw underneath my fingernail and wouldn't pull it out.. my whole thumb fucking hurts.
and my elbow hurts.
and my hip hurts.
and now my head hurts.

somedays i really just want to beat my head against a wall and hope everything resolves itself.
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ohh saturday...

Sep. 19th, 2009 | 02:17 pm
location: home
mood: contentcontent

Lets see. So last night I ended up just chatting on facebook for a very long time to some people I havn't talked to in quite a while. I got to talk to Emily who I havn't seen in FOREVER. and She asked me to help plan her reception and wedding some, and i'm already so excited! And I talked to Todd for a long time which was very fun, i laughed a lot, and i forgot how much fun flirting over ims was. =)

This morning I had to work as usual. Nothing major happened today, well a cat pooped on me.. =\ eww. then i went to stickleyville to help pauline shave down a dog.. got paid $20 for about an hour of easy work, so hell yeah.

now i've returned to my room, where i should be unpacking bags, but instead i'm updating my journal.

oh and i lost the ball to my nipple ring down the shower drain. damn it. guess i've been meaning to change jewelry for a while now anyway, so i changed it out.. i really need to go to hot topic and find me some more body jewelry i actually like. i'd like to put something new in my septum but i don't know what. i can't really put just a ring although i'd like to but i have to wear it up for somethings (like work) but lately i have actually been wearing it down a lot and tim hasn't yelled at me yet so perhaps i could get a ring... okay now i'm just rambling i know.

btw i miss donna this weekend! but i hope she's having fun trailriding with all the girls. =)

so off to watch some football.. go vols! roll tide! go bulldogs! =)

ohh and mike has fixed us some gator to eat during the game.. haha

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random thoughts

Sep. 18th, 2009 | 07:14 pm
location: bsg
mood: contemplativecontemplative

so i went back and read some old LJ entries and here are some thoughts:

1. i have been single for three years now.. yikes
2. i miss cory.. not bsg corey but sweetwater cory
3. i really don't miss chris at all.
4. i wonder if i really havn't been happy much in the last three years except when i was around dave
5. i for the life of me cannot remember cory's last name
6. i do have more friends now that i've been single so long
7. lilo is still my best friend.
8. i really do enjoy writing and reading entries in live journal
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long time, no see...

Sep. 18th, 2009 | 06:26 pm

Hello livejournal world. I've missed you. Its been more than a few months since I updated. And I really do miss updating. So I was driving home from eating dinner at Little Mexico with mom and mike and i though, hmmm how about i go home and update livejournal, well... here i am:

I guess I should give a quick update on my life. I'm spending most nights in big stone right now. I'm trying to rent my house out in johnson city. I'm staying mostly in bsg because i'm working (again) at dr. rasnics. been there since the first of april. which makes this offically the longest i've gone with a real job.

and most days i really do enjoy my job. i love the people i work with and i love being around the animals (for the most part)

absolutly nothing new on the relationship front.. but c'est la vie.

oh and my best friend is going to be having a baby in January, which is very scary to me.. so i can't imagine how she's getting through this.

i was going to go back to school in spring but i've decided to put it off yet ANOTHER semester, because 1) i need to pay off all my bills before i go back to school and 2) i'm enjoying work right now and 3) i will probably get to travel some in spring, hopefully aspen and maybe even England for two weeks :: crosses fingers ::

speaking of england i've been hanging out with donna the dog groomer down at rasnics and i've been having a blast. she is so much fun. we are a lot alike and she is very easy to talk to and get along with. I like to just go over to her house and hang out and be stupid.

okay i suppose that is enough for now but i'm going to TRY to start updating this more frequently. i promise ljworld.

allll my love.
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Post Secret makes me feel like I'm not alone...

Jan. 11th, 2009 | 04:32 pm
mood: calmcalm

so its been a while since I updated.
Of course I'm back home in Johnson City now.
Currently i'm busy rearranging my house. I painted my 2nd bedroom finally. I finally got the kick in the ass i needed to do it; that kick is that wendy is coming to stay with me for a while. I'm excited about it. But it will be super weird to live with someone again after being on my own for almost two years now.
I don't think I'll be returning to college this semester.. maybe next one. I'm still in the "i'm-not-sure-what-i'm-going-to-do-with-my-life" crisis. Now i'm leaning towards doing fashion design and merchandising and opening up a boutique. but, in this economy, it is a little scary to think about.
speaking of the economy, i'm running out of money. this really sucks. at night i run through my head about how i managed to run through about 4000 in two months. and the super scary thing is that i honestly have no clue. i guess all the little things add up. needless to say, i'm putting myself on a strict budget from here on out.
i guess i need to get a job. hmph. i'm doing everything in my power to avoid this; however i'm not sure how long i can hold out.

on the relationship front: well the guy i was excited about when i left for alabama did not work out. i still think about him though, which makes me sad. maybe down the road we will reunite. but i do have a little thing going on with another guy from big stone. why do i still pick guys from big stone gap? seriously. well anyway, this one is younger than me and he's sweet, and really not like any of the guys i usually like. right now i guess you could say we are just in a casual relationship. its not just sex or anything but its nothing serious and i like that. but its hard to tell my heart that. why on earth i get so attatched to guys so fast i'll never know.
i broke down the other night on him. i'm such a jealous person. i guess it stems from my trust issues with men which in turn stems from about the age of 10 when my father cheated on my mother. go figure. plus i was thinking about it the other night and i've honestly been screwed over or let down by every man in my life except maybe for my brother.

i cannot believe its 2009 already. in march i'll be 22.. wow. in june i'll have been out of high school for four years. it honestly still feels like yesterday.


i guess that's enough for now.. i'm really hoping to update more this year. I miss being able to go back and look at my life and feelings from the years past.

<3

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Off to Alabama....

Sep. 6th, 2008 | 09:19 pm
location: Big Stone Gap
mood: optimisticoptimistic
music: 1980- Rehab

::sings:: I'm leaving .. never to come back again.. dm dm dm

Okay just kidding. But I am leaving. However I AM coming back.
Tomorrow I set off on my adventure to Alabama for a month or so...

I'm kind of anxious. Both a good and bad kind of anxious.

This last week has honestly been pretty amazing. First, because I've just had the greatest time hanging out with everyone. Second, because of dave. And last but definitly not least, I've been pretty damn happy.

Okay so the 'hanging out' I've been doing. I've gotten to spend a lot of time with Maddie and Dave which has been pretty freaking fun. I'm glad they they are there when I'm just like ughhh I don't want to be at my house I think I'll go sit in there apartment and watch tv or play rummy. Also I've gotten to see Wendy and Fluff, which was great because I hadn't seen them in forever it seemed. I had a blast just chillin out at the Fizz both Thursday and last night. I hung out with Dustin a little bit too, which always cheers me up... plus that's how I met Du... <3

So dave/du... ha. What is there to say. i feel like i've known him my whole life. Its kind of amazing. We just have so much fun together no matter what we are doing. My favorite thing? He makes me laugh. and honestly, i havn't heard one person say one bad thing about him. which is understandably weird if you knew the background information. I'm definitly gonna miss him, but I guess this month will be a good test to see if the feelings are still there when i get back.

so i'm hoping to kind of 'rediscover' myself in alabama. to take some time to think about how i feel and to get back to the old me, the happy me. i'm going to try to get back into better shape and to work some.

I will update with any news that deserves updating about...
wish me luck and cross your fingers for me...<3

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